i lost my mind in the evening.... crying like hell.. at a moments i was actually wanted to suicide. the worst was i was planing to take my daughter with me... goodness.......

this is wat happened from marrying ching sze kiat ( deviant ; trizel )

i spoke wit his uncle for the second time, from our conversation i know he dont want me to work in their company. but he'll find a job from others place n the reason y i should be working is so tat i dont have to take my allowance from ching sze kiat..... it sound funny actually....

do they really think i'm so dumb.... well i was dumb for marrying ching sze kiat(deviant: trizel) but not now aft wat he did to me.... no more "sweetheart"

he can try twisting the truth but then jst c wat will happen in the end.

the AWARE(thanks for the info philip) information really help me a lot n the family court definitily will be where the black n white will be done....

aft my conversation wit his uncle i went down to c my temple friends. talking to them make me feel better at least they trying to help me to get more information about the divorce, separation n maintainent matter.

i'll be seeing a lawyer too.. n for the 1st time i'm taking seriously abt protecting myself from been bully by ching sze kiat. b4 i dont take him seriously as i dont believe he'll do wat he did but guess i need to open my brain's eyes to look at him n not using my heart. n i know he'll be doing something abt my allowance so let go to court n talk lah.. it gonna be a tiring battle but i'm ready. he doesnt wanna to have an open talk within his family n me so i guess court will the prefect last venue for our date.

i jst wish i can be more extra stronger mentally coz aft wat happen in my life my mental become very unstable but i still need to finish n clean up all this mess.. i'm tired so so very tired... few more step then i'll be at least half to my better life.

pray for me.